The light inside is dim

Reasons must exist, without reason nothing exist.
Inside the light is dim, yet wandering around in search.
I feel so low, then I feel so high,
Why is this? No reason I find.
The light is dim,
or cant I reflect.
I know the truth, cant find it yet.
Am I insane or the world is sane.
The world is sane then I am insane.
Nay, I am not insane the world is lame.
The world nay lame, the people yet are.
So hard to find, the righteous one.
So hard to follow, the Mightiest One.
My light is dim, indeed it is.
or else words not come out like this.
I feel to die, for the sake of truth.
Yet truth does not allow the death,
the truth is jealous, to take it self.
Go you truth, I am powerless,
on the floor nothing to hide.
They say, I have power,
they look up, for wisdom sake,
Nay, I am nothing, nothing to give,
all I have my life with full,
time of hardship time of fall,
time of rise time of fame,
time of fail time of gain,
isnt it just a game.
No soul shall live,
forever, shall ..
I feel light,
load off the heart,
emotionally high,
sorrowy eyes.
I wish I never loved,
yet Truth says, never look back,
never deny the pen write,
right it is indeed it is.
No choice we have no choice indeed,
let bear this, alone shall I?
Nay say nay again,
look back dont you see o blind,
look back and look back again,
what cause you caused ,
what you bow shall you reap.
Indeed it is the truth of life.
Hearts broken, life shaken,
world taken, soul forsaken.
Worst time it was for her indeed,
I was so ignorant definitely indeed.
Life is a teacher, yet mastery comes late.

O life move on, for the sake of One.